sometimes i wondered why you missed me
then i remembered when you didn't
365 days later
you want to make peace
on your own terms
on your own grounds
no concessions
is that REALLY peace?
are all capricorns the same?
(stubborn, needy, selfish)

i am the north star
a constant in life

you didn't wait for me
when i waited for you

time time time

calculated in your mind
for a particular date in your life

when the puzzle will be complete
and you'll be ready to wine and dine

i'll be gone by then
gone by september

Honey when you doubt my love for you
Looking in my eyes what I'm going through
Even if we change and fall out of
You hold my hand and it's better than love

Save me from myself
You got my back when I need help
It's no one else in the world
You will always be my girl
You will always be x3
My girl

Sometimes dreams they don't come true
I was scared that night when I met you
Well I stayed patient and I stayed kind
Telling you to take your time

Turn my life around
You made it okay to let you down
There's no one else in the world
You will always be my girl
You will always be x3
My girl

So when I'm walking down the road and feeling fine
Can't understand the things you do
Nothing turns out the way we planned
You're still my baby and I'm still you're man

Save me from myself
You got my back when I need help
It's no one else in the world
You will always be my girl
You will always be x3
My girl

i made a deal of some kind
the dream was taking from from scenario to scenario
the last thing i remember
is after the deal was made
i was literally swept off my feet
into the ocean/water
drowning
the first to go
i woke up startled

and give it to you

i'm feeling nervous
why
i can't describe it
i want someone to ease my anxiety
tell me its going to be OKAY

maybe its just the trip
coming back to reality
not running around anymore creating a fairytale
not running around anymore creating a world of havoc i so enjoyed

does it stop?
or do i continue?

thank you <3

its for my own good

i see you again
i know the risk of going there again
i know the benefit of staying away

i have made the decision
to let it be
and ignore the obvious
no matter what

in the end, i am less troubled
for whatever reasons
it just makes sense

the past is the past
and that's where it should stay
forever

though, I still have your lucky pen...with me...heheheh

you were...but let me also tell you your expressions are very refined...subtle...and hence elegant

i'm SO fucking pissed
why would you even DO that
i never asked you to go above and beyond

i am SO overwhelmed and stressed out
this is the straw that is breaking the camels back

just STOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

this whole topic has fucking sidetracked me for an hour
what a goddamn waste of time